hen_gaki's Xanga

I hate you...

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:03:59 GMT

So why do I miss you?

The truth?

... I don't hate you at all.

I hate myself.

balloons...

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 00:55:39 GMT

so much things going on, i can't describe the madness.
but this video makes me happy so ehh... i wanted to share with you ^w^
lets all look forward to the new year and do are best!

holy fXXK!

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 12:36:24 GMT

haven't been here in a heck of a long time!
...how is everyone??? o.O
recently, too much has happened in the past 3 months to really explain it all so...
i'll just outline the key events.

-got a new kitchen! WHOOT!
-using my new laptop right now [cha-ching]
-cousins are here from the Philippines
-been going to metrotown wayyyyy too many times...

...and school is OUT for the holidays!! YAYYYY!!!!
i hope everyone has an awesome new year,
i've yet to get away from the madness of myspace >.<;;
... and here's for the old fashioned picture posting...
PURI KURA MADNESS!

<33333

for the love of small things

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 08:38:20 GMT

i always adored Hayao Miyazaki's films... sooo... layout change.
credits to createblog.com
yes i am a loser and can't make my own layouts. poo.

i shit you not.
this is just something that i came across that struck me as so insane that i just had to post it:

Donkey Punch (verb)
During doggystyle sexual activity, the man punches his partner as hard as he can in the back of the skull right before he reaches climax. This causes her to convulse and tighten every cavity. The man then holds on for the best orgasm of his life.
The donkey punch has to be the most selfish act a man could do.
frommm the online encyclopedia of sex. google it.
...
the fxxk?
and people ask why the hell i prefer being single.

on to annoying real life news:
the skytrain doors tried to eat me -.- hahaa... i ran out to drop off garbage, and had to rush back in.
dammit, neco and ronnie... you losers :P

also at work.. my shift manager nearly made me want to STRANGLE him. he did a fairly decent job of convincing me that i didn't have to work. so i was tricked. ha. ha. bloody fxxking ha.

when i get to writing...

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 07:46:58 GMT

...i can't stop.

hey,
look at these eyes
listen to this voice
touch this hair
hold this body
ravage this heart.

;_; *sighs* i've had quite the dramatic past week. x_X! what with my birthday, and the anime convention, and a friend using me, and discovering a new friend and a mind blowing concert... @_@

how terrifying this has all been, XD!
and yet, how exhilerating. i feel ALIVE again.

finally.

.... well, anyways, how are you all? >.>

<333karina

death by teacup

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 18:14:06 GMT

i hear :3 Merry - Sentimental New Pop

i know there is a place in all of us where we are free of regret and expectation, free of fear and worry... free of ambition and embarrassment. well, fuck, unfortunately i haven't found it because... to know this place is to know who we are.

and damn it all, i don't know. ;_;
well, atleast i'm finished with summer school. WHOOT! :]
and i've begun to have an unhealthy enfatuation with Merry.

rock and jazz... just splendid. the two genres of music i listen to the most. splended x] and i know, the title of this entry has nothing to do with it, hahaa. i was just watching Chronicles of Riddick... >.> check it out if you wanna know what i'm talking about.

<333karina

to eat or not to eat...

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 20:32:25 GMT

... that's not the question!

*sighs* drama, how i hate thee!!! T^T
too much on the home front, and i can't simply watch from a distance anymore.

how come people don't understand that perfectionism is just... an idea? in my defence, the pursuit of perfection is bad for your health. haha, i remember those games in the newspaper "what's wrong with this picture?" and if you looked at the picture the table would only have 3 legs... or the house was missing a door... something like that, and i would take satisfaction in knowing what was wrong. really, i wonder why anyone would want to take satisfaction in knowing what is wrong, what is missing, what is... "broken."

ohhh i have many things to say about this subject -_-;; i could write a whole damn essay.

why is this week beginning so terribly? ToT

ekk, in other news. in the last 2 weeks of august i will be away... in Toronto... hopefully i'll be able to see Dir en grey on the 28th. not sure. i need tickets T^T *sighs* i'm going to be a loser and probably get lawn seats... meh, whatevverrrr!

i'll be able to meet the sexy May-chan :3

<333karina

i'm melltingggg

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 03:58:43 GMT

eww, this heat is killing me. *sighs*
this morning i went to Metrotown with darling Neco-chan.. haha.
took so long to find Neco a dress for her grandma's bdayy gahhh, her grandma is turning 90!!!! amazing hmm?

what else... oh yes, updated the bg music. it is Diru's new single "Ryoujoku no Ame." i've been listening to this song on repeat for a few days now, lol. also, i've become obsessed with Miyavi's "Yappari Megumi ga Suki" hahaha! i don't know why. i memorized the lyrics... tried learning the tabs to it. eh, it's not that difficutl but... i can't sing and play guitar at the same time x.X! i'm no pro, obviously. only instrument i practice everyday is my saxophone... and then sometimes piano.

ANYWAYS! more about Metrotown. my feet hurt from walking so much, really. converse shoes = BAD FOR YOUR FEET! you CANNOT walk in those shoes for long periods of time, agh. they have no arch to support your foot sooo... my heels are aching a bit. also, i bought some leggings... because they were cheap for once. Neco finally bought herself some converse shoes... haha, took long enough. i saw pinstripe converse at Crystal Mall... and i really want to buy them next time i go.

and... that's about it. nothing interesting going on.

work is awesome. i love my co-workers.

... teh visuals:

yesh.. people can jump and go "SPLAT!" >.>

Neco looking gangsta in the skytrain, hahaha!

came back home... tried to take picture of me doing splits. it turned out so dark x.X oh well, i tried.

gad, it was hot today. i had that fan blowing in my face for hours, lol.

ANIME CONVENTION COMING UP SOON!!! AUGUST 19 - AUGUST 21!!!
i still have to buy myself a wig. *sighs* i am to cosplay Yuiko from Loveless. FUN! ... everyone hates her T^T

well, mischeif managed.

<333karina

15 hours before...

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 02:42:56 GMT

...my french midterm exam!! AHHH!!! XD!
i studied for about 2 hours today... i think it's enough. i also have class time tomorrow to study for another hour sooo it'll be nice and fresh in my mind. who knew french could be so hard?? x.X!

in other news... on the weekend i went with Nicole to Osoyoos for cherry pickinggg!!! ^o^!! 'twas awesome. the car ride was just... HAHAHA! it was entertaining. also we went hiking.. er... sorta. more like went for a walk on the "Paintbrush Trail" because the flowers were called paintbrushes... lol. the chipmunks didn't want to take a picture with me for some reason x.X! ARGHHH!! the ground squirrels too... and the birds (i forget what kind they were)... THEY ALL DIDN'T LIKE MEEE!! when Neco was taking a picture, they came... but when i tried to take a picture, they all.. DISAPPEARED!! AGHHHH! T^T.

oh well, other than that, i slept over at Neco's and we went to the mall... i bought chheeeaapppp ass cosplay clothes! WHOOT! my friends and i will be cosplaying Loveless for Anime Evolution... which is in August ^.^

teh visuals :

biggg ass cherries!! and we were allowed to pick them off the trees because we were buying a lot.. heheh.

paintbrush flowers... they were pretty. too bad i didn't get a close-up picture =_=;;

forgot to mention, because of the altitude and stuff the empty water bottles we had went all... squared, XD!

neco died... hahaha!

among other things... we watched chronicles of Riddick.. because i never watched it before. now i'm dieing to watch the second one... hopefully i'll be able to this weekend.
ah, and also while we were at the mall... i bought big ass lolipop...

XDDD!!! it's going to take me a week to finish it, gad it's so big! @_@

anyways, so that pretty much... sums up the interesting parts of my week.

wish me luck on my midterm! T^T

<3333karina

buru buru???

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 19:09:49 GMT

i'm alive... :]

too much has happened to explain everything so i'm gonna make it short and sweet :3

summer is hereee!! YAY!!! - snagged myself a cutie, lol.
FIFA world cup - dame ITALIANS!!! *sighs* although i don't like the french either... haha ^.^;;
summer school - yayyy, french 11... -_-;; no, i didn't fail, i'm taking it so i can take a different class during next year.
ANIME CONVENTION!!!! ...can't wait! still haven't got costume for it though... my friends and i are doing Loveless, whoot! ^o^

annndddd that's all for now. erm... some visuals on the past...er... month or so... XD!

i went to night market some time ago with nicole, adam and sean... eheheheh, 'twas pretty fun. still wondering if they'd let our jazz band play there... but i doubt it. o.O

lanny came over to tell me her "secret"... it's a love/hate friendship, haha!

spent day at neco's... dyed lanny and liz's hair! kekeke! ^o^

found baby neco picture!!! kawaii ne?

okiee i'm gonna stop there. how the fuck has everyone been doing? i've read the subscription posts from my e-mails, but i haven't commented... eheh. x.X!

hope your all okay!
<333karina

PS>>
spending too much time on MYSPACE, *sighs*